Eric: Ok. So I’ve been happy and in the honeymoon period, and I still intend to stay that way…. but sometimes, just sometimes…. I hate this!
I can’t stand being away from Erika. I can’t stand us not being together. It rips at my heart, tears at my mind and chews me up then spits me back out again.
And every time the answer is yes.
Yes: because I love her.
Yes: because she is my whole world.
But some days, it is hell. Just a horrible lonely heart twisting hell.
“You left the toilet seat up again!”
“I don’t want to visit your mother!”
And so on. However, it’s those things that you yearn for at a distance.
All I want, every day, every minute, is for her to be by my side. Next to me.
I miss her smile, I miss her perfume, I miss her eyes. I miss her sleeping on my chest. I miss getting moody when she doesn’t understand the film. I miss cooking for her. I miss her eating the food so quickly that she doesn’t have time to form an opinion.
13 days until we are together again.
And it feels like forever!!